i'm angery
it is not fair, to be treated badly and to allow it. what i have done in the past, i would drink, chase women, over do coffee and other drugs. know i don't do any of these things. but when i feel this miss treated, how i crave for all those things to make me feel better. But i am trying my best not to cave into my temptations. this is hard, i am strong , but how strong am i and why keep testing my strength. i can't hold back the damn when you just keep adding water to the other side.